Mum, Mags, it is so very painful to lose you... Today should have been Mother's Day... of course, it still is, but I cannot see you or call you. I love you Mum, but only now do I realise just how much I really love you, how much it means to lose you and how much I will miss you. I have uploaded a video on this site, a song called, "If this is goodbye"... dedicated to you... it meant so much to so many other people all over the world for a different reason... but it also says everything I am feeling about you and that we all should all say to each other before it is too late. I love you Mum.